how many times have i said that i wouldnt do it again
i feel dirty everytime.
is it because she has twice as many?
a notch is a notch and my bedpost has become littered
with mistakes
with fakes
the sighs weren't of intamacy
animalistic if anything
faking love
for 5 minutes
makes the other 1435
go by
a little less painfully
so i took a ginger, and a stranger, a taken man, a garbage man
i never needed someone to make me feel like somebody
but now all i want
is somebody to call me their someone
because this whole
alone thing,
gets pretty fucking lonely.
